ups. and downs.

i was told not to mention my weakness at the starting of my speech or anything. but this time, i want you guys to check my grammatical errors and sentence structures. because my english is not very good.

a human is forever a human.

a human can never be an angel. nor a devil.

and most impossible, God.

but mentioning about human, it is indeed subjective.

when a person talk about human, we can think that that person actually wanted to talk about human and feelings.

we can also think that that person actually wanted to talk about the bright side of being a human, or maybe also the dark side.

as for me, i prefer to be on the fence. why? because i wanna see both sides without bias.

that is the only reason why i always stay on the fence when anything pops out.

we are human and we can never avoid from what is obligatory for a human being.

we cannot run from living the life.

we cannot run from being tested.

we cannot run from the ups and downs in life.

do not deny.

everybody faces this.

nobody can ever evade.

never ever. dont trust me? try pondering your journey in life.

now say yes.

there is a quoting that i found recently (well, not very recently)

"When I fall, don't come and ask me why do I fall.
But come and tell me, that I can stand up back.
Thanks" (Sharifah Zahidah, 2010).

i know the APA format is incorrect. but this one is intentional. please dont waste time correcting this one, okay :)

that really hits the point and i really want everybody in the world to have the same thinking.

sahabat dan ikhwah, please keep this in your mind.

sometimes people are down. they lose track of themselves. they lose their spirit and all.

then we come to be nice. we try to take them back to their path.

but it dont end up like how we desired. it ended up conversely.

we need skills, guys.

good intentions only is not enough. wisdom is also a part of the success plan.

take my words. i mean it. words.

1 thing that i wish u guys wont drop it.

today, it might be the person beside us is down. dont laugh. dont condemn.

coz tomorrow might be our day. do we want to be laughed at? do we want to be condemned?

the above quote is the words that i love most. let's take a look at the below. the words that i hate the most.

tu dia. tgkla dia tu. dulu berlagak baik bukan main. kopiah sana sini. sound orang sana sini. dalil 24 jam. tgk. skrg dia lagi teruk dari kita. (anonymous, n.d.)

i wont say itu budaya melayu or what. just let's think.

how good a person is, how nice a person is, how pious a person is, he is also a human.

he is not perfect and he can never be perfect. he is also subjected to the gravity of life.

but please bear in mind, the higher we gets, the greater the impact when we fall.

that might apply to the 'pious' person stated above.

i guess this is all for us, for this time, to ponder about.

we have brain. why dont we use to think? or maybe, for this time only?

P/S: thanks a lot to a best friend of mine for helping me find myself again.