ups. and downs.

i was told not to mention my weakness at the starting of my speech or anything. but this time, i want you guys to check my grammatical errors and sentence structures. because my english is not very good.

a human is forever a human.

a human can never be an angel. nor a devil.

and most impossible, God.

but mentioning about human, it is indeed subjective.

when a person talk about human, we can think that that person actually wanted to talk about human and feelings.

we can also think that that person actually wanted to talk about the bright side of being a human, or maybe also the dark side.

as for me, i prefer to be on the fence. why? because i wanna see both sides without bias.

that is the only reason why i always stay on the fence when anything pops out.

we are human and we can never avoid from what is obligatory for a human being.

we cannot run from living the life.

we cannot run from being tested.

we cannot run from the ups and downs in life.

do not deny.

everybody faces this.

nobody can ever evade.

never ever. dont trust me? try pondering your journey in life.

now say yes.

there is a quoting that i found recently (well, not very recently)

"When I fall, don't come and ask me why do I fall.
But come and tell me, that I can stand up back.
Thanks" (Sharifah Zahidah, 2010).

i know the APA format is incorrect. but this one is intentional. please dont waste time correcting this one, okay :)

that really hits the point and i really want everybody in the world to have the same thinking.

sahabat dan ikhwah, please keep this in your mind.

sometimes people are down. they lose track of themselves. they lose their spirit and all.

then we come to be nice. we try to take them back to their path.

but it dont end up like how we desired. it ended up conversely.

we need skills, guys.

good intentions only is not enough. wisdom is also a part of the success plan.

take my words. i mean it. words.

1 thing that i wish u guys wont drop it.

today, it might be the person beside us is down. dont laugh. dont condemn.

coz tomorrow might be our day. do we want to be laughed at? do we want to be condemned?

the above quote is the words that i love most. let's take a look at the below. the words that i hate the most.

tu dia. tgkla dia tu. dulu berlagak baik bukan main. kopiah sana sini. sound orang sana sini. dalil 24 jam. tgk. skrg dia lagi teruk dari kita. (anonymous, n.d.)

i wont say itu budaya melayu or what. just let's think.

how good a person is, how nice a person is, how pious a person is, he is also a human.

he is not perfect and he can never be perfect. he is also subjected to the gravity of life.

but please bear in mind, the higher we gets, the greater the impact when we fall.

that might apply to the 'pious' person stated above.

i guess this is all for us, for this time, to ponder about.

we have brain. why dont we use to think? or maybe, for this time only?

P/S: thanks a lot to a best friend of mine for helping me find myself again.

dicampak ke laut menjadi pulau.

im sure uqbah has been waiting for quite a long time for this post. :)

untuk pengetahuan bagi mereka yang belum tahu,

sekarang merupakan waktu cuti semester bagi pusat asasi uia.

dan sy juga sedang bercuti, walaupun tak seperti bercuti.

alhamdulillah, sy sempat mengambil 'ibar dari beberapa perkara yang saya lalui hari-hari.

masa cuti saya banyak dihabiskan bersama pakcik-pakcik saya.

pakcik-pakcik yang pada pandangan saya, memang smart.

dicampak ke darat menjadi gunung, dicampak ke laut menjadi pulau.

(betul ke peribahasa ni?)

letakkan sahaja mereka di mana-mana. pasti mereka tahu apa yang perlu dan boleh dibuat.

ini analisa saya setelah hampir 20 tahun memerhati kehidupan mereka.

saya akui, saya yang masih lemah berharap untuk menjadi seperti mereka.

agar saya mampu melihat peluang dalam semua perkara.

dan mampu bertindak untuk merealisasikan peluang itu.

dan tidak segan untuk mulakan langkah untuk merealisasikan peluang tersebut.

serta tidak takut pada risiko.

saya melihat pakcik saya bekerja dgn sangat keras.

dari 8 pagi hingga 6 petang, di kilang kayu membina perabot.

masih dia sendiri yang bekerja walaupun dia merupakan manager.

dgn layanan 1st class kepada pekerja-pekerjanya.

kemudian disambung dengan perniagaan kedai makan sehingga 11 malam.

7 days a week. takde cuti. wahh~ smart!

dalam pada itu, anda dapat lihat senyuman dan jenaka yang tak pernah lekang dari mereka.

anda boleh bayangkan keletihan mereka?

8 pagi-11 malam. buat perabot waktu siang, dan restauran waktu malam.

dengan kerenah anak-anak. saya akui, saya yang melihat pun jadi stress. (hoho)

apa agaknya mereka rasa?

tapi i assure u, pakcik-pakcik saya masih mampu berjenaka dan bersabar dalam tekanan sebegitu.

saya berkata kepada emak,

"orang lain kerja jugak tapi ada cuti. mana tak letih kerja pagi sampai malam, 7 hari seminggu"

emak menjawab,

"begitulah mereka"

saya sedikit sebanyak membantu perjalanan kerja mereka, walaupun siri-siri pertolongan saya tak berapa memberi impak pada kerja mereka.

hari sabtu (kot), saya bersama mereka memasang kabinet di sebuah hotel di sini.

ketika memasang, orang lalu lalang mengucapkan,

"eh cantiknya"

dalam hati saya berkata, "cantik ke? mana ada pun"

dan kakak reception yang sering membuat 'roadblock' bersembang sesama sendiri.

"kalau letak kat rumah ni.."

saya berkata dalam hati,

"tempahla satu. kaya sikit kitorang nanti" hoho

kemudian pakcik bersembang dengan seorang abang yang tak dapat dipastikan jawatannya,

abang tersebut bertanya,

"byk ke tempahan?"

pakcik menjawab,

"tak banyak pun. sekarang ni lembap sikit"

dengan raut wajahnya. kalau korang melihat, saya pasti korang percaya kata-kata pakcik saya.

haih. projek yang ada pun tak menang tangan, masih kata sikit? hoho.

dalam usaha meyiapkan kabinet tersebut,

ada beberapa siri kerosakan yang berlaku pada perabot.

kecacatan yang sangat kecik dan sedikit. bak kata orang, 90 kali tengok pun tak perasan.

tapi kata pakcik,

"eh, tak boleh ni. kena baiki ni"

satu perasaan mengalir dalam diri saya,

"inilah ihsan"

kalaulah saya dapat mengaplikasikan itu dalam solat..

di saat sedikit kelalaian kecil mengganggu ketika solat,

"eh ni tak boleh ni. tak lawa solat aku kalau camni"

indahnya hidup kan?

p/s: banyak lagi cerita sebenarnya. tak tertaip.

another.

another short post :)

well, just got back from pj. arrived safely, but not quite soundly.

3 weeks of holiday, but guess what?

u guys know im not the kind of guy that can help myself to do nothing.

i'll try doing something.

and at the same time, preparing my IQ & EQ for next sem.

gotta struggle very hard! :)

for the moment, sape nak pegi Gunung Ledang on 28th May?

pvt me okay :)